It seems that one day it came. Then one day it left. It seems that one day it was. Then one day it wasn't. I would love to pretend. But I feel. I felt. It seems that I was on cloud 9. It seems that life was good. There was no way for it to go sour. It went sour alright. Still hoping for skittles and Hershey's. Still hoping for a pot of gold. Hair filled with glitter. Red kitty heels. Follow the yellow brick road they say. Unto the yellow brick road I go. Step by step I go. They say one day, if I do it right, I will reach the end of the rainbow. I don't see a rainbow. Have faith they say. So I follow blindly. Life is good when you have faith. On to the yellow brick road I go. Left, right, left, right, left, right, ...
Today is a day where I must give you the gift to what fuels my happiness. One day I simply forgot who I was because I was so busy trying to please everyone else. And when that happened I realized it was high time I defined who I was. That meant only doing things that made me happy and choosing only to do things that I wanted to do. I became happy. Along with that came lots of people who didn't like me, but that comes along with being yourself. Truly loving yourself is being okay with the fact that not everyone will like you. And that has to be okay. No longer doing things just because mom and dad wants you to, but rather researching and explaining why you want to choose a different path. Being respectful and having your facts ready helps in this situation. With that being said I have achieved a level of happiness that I never thought I was missing before. I fell in love with a man who is so in love with who he is that the strength of love that he has for me is inexplicable. The l...
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