Putting my thoughts down... hahaha don't read this though lol

Over the years I realized that whenever I thought of myself I always criticized everything I did and all my physical attributes. But a good friend of mine once told me that your physique has nothing to do with who you can be or who you are. The good friend said that relying on or worrying about my physical appearance is a waste of time. I always thought that I just had low self esteem. But deep down I always knew who I was and what I was capable of, good or bad. I knew that I could do anything I wanted. But somehow I placed too much emphasis on how I dressed and looked.
I have to say everyone is like that, people care how they look. It is the way society functions. But I no longer wanted to care what other's thought of me. No matter what I chose to wear, people would criticize me anyway. I am not waking up each morning for someone else. I am waking up for myself. I am waking up because I am confident that I am capable of achieving my goals. And how I looked had absolutely nothing to do with that.

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